One thing I noticed last night was, when I was browsing just for fun the search command in DA, that so many people, have draw me either fan art, or then art which has something to do with me and my own art. My mind was simply blewn away when I looked at those and read trough the descriptions they have left, their admiration towards my own art. I was simply speechless. It made me feel really good and wonderfull to see, that my own art, what I concidern very uninspiring, even to myself, that it had inspired so many people to try out colouring techniques and such.
I really didn't know what to think about it, than just feel myself really flattered. Like flattered in a way that I cant find any words to describe my feelings. Only I could say is 'wow'. Thank you people for cheering me up with that, and making me believe that I should continue drawing.

This year was very slow on art scenery, and I feel bad about it. But I had a rough year, so that perhaps ate my juices up and spit my art-energy on the floor. I try better next year. I just wish that I could get rid of this horrible busyness and feeling that I really need to do better. Because I know that I can't do better than this.

Also, I'm a bit worried that this small project that I got accepted into, has gone the same what I had last year on the contest where we were supposed to draw Kingdom Hearts posse in J-Rock costumes. The contest helder never logged in when she was judged about the judges who gave people really odd kind of descriptions about the art people made. Now..this years secretsanta has gone away for few days. I know, I said in the site myself that we should be patience. But I still can't help thinking about last years contest I partied in. It was a huge dissapointment that the helder ust...vanished. I really hope that secretsanta isn't THAT secret. The pictures should have been gave to people for many days already. And it's such a shame, because I hurried with mine :C I had a horrible rush doing it, and I'm worried that I spoiled this person character. I hope she likes it... ;__;



~aiymaiy has some great touch of photoart skills. Her BJD's are simply wonderfull to look at, and her way of selecting their clothes, wigs, and posing these beauties makes you just feel like you're inside these photoes, looking trough a glass how they live and breath, think and talk. I feel it very hard and unique technique, because taking a picture from an un-living thing, is simply challenging and not so easy as it looks like. ~aiymaiy's gallery is still young, but simply fresh and beautiful. Makes those people who don't own dolls, to make you want to buy one immediately. I suggest people to take a closer look at her gallery. Doll friends, a definetly MUST to see.