30 Day Monster Boy Challenge - DAY 1, HARPY

A meme from Tumblr, 30 Day Monster Girl challenge, though I started to make a Monster Boy challenge instead.

Yes, very upsetting that I didn’t start to do a monster girl set, but hey, stop me if you can. I draw what I want, yes? o u o

Also, a little confession to make.

I was just about to write today how frustrated I am with my art nowadays. I have a bad dilemma with eyes, facial structure as well as with my coloring. Then, when I started to draw this, I remembered the good old times when I used to draw with this style and I felt really comfortable with my art. I’ve tried for so many months to improve, do better than what I used to, draw and paint more realistic and challenge my style to develop to something that was not me. I suffered, hated everything I drew and painted, and I got TONS of unfinished works in my hard drive, works that I will never finish.

For the first time in so many months, even a year, I finally felt happy, comfortable and relaxed when I went back with my old style. I felt free, and this picture just made me smile widely because finally I felt like after such long time, almost endless wandering somewhere where I was unhappy, I finally found my way back home.

Dramatic yes, but that is 100% true how I felt when I painted this. And I am inspired to do so many things now, draw more, paint and work with dolls. I finally feel like I got my inspiration back. I hope this feeling will last.

Also please drop with the OH MY GOD THIS IS A GUY AND NOT A GURL YOU SUCK comments. Like I said, I draw what I want, and I am finally happy that I don't draw what people want to see, but what I want to draw.

If you can't get past with the femboy thing, then imagine that this is a girl. That does not insult me, but rude comments do.